a guy called Brian did an I-ching reading on me yesterday
i was hexagram number 24: turning the corner.
the interpretations were:
i need to be more optimist
be less defensive (apparently he said i've been hurt and that's why i'm defensive)
don't doubt people too much, let them in.
he said similar thing about love and relationship
he said the worst will be over this year for my career and studies,
so a good start in something different will be good.
i was advised to contact old friends too
this year will be a good year for me to forgive the people who might have hurt me or annoyed me
so, lucky yous.